Miss me guys? I know it's been quite a while since I've written, but there's been a LOT on my mind. A LOT!! More then I want..
Found out some info on Sunday that I never ever thought I would ever find out, and honestly, right now, I don't want to get into it. Some people know about it.. but, it's very personal. I'm sure it will all come clear, and when it does, I'll come clear with it on here. It's a shocker, that's all I have to say.
Ahh.. haven't talked to Tony. And, guys, I've decided, that I'm not. I was going to say goodbye. Write out this HUGE script about how much he's hurt me in the past with what he has said, what he has done, blah, blah, blah... yada yada yada... but, you know what? it's not worth my time, guys.. not worth anything. Not even worth my time to even dial the numbers.
Hey, didn't go on the 'sorta date' guys. Something came up on both ends. Ahh.. the dating pool. I hate it, sometimes. Even when it involves a cute guy.
Guys, I felt like a girl back in the fifties, waiting for his phone call! *laughs* With my face on my hand, by the phone, constantly sighing. Yea... it was PATHETIC!
Got the New Found Glory Cd. Not their new one. I mean, I like their new one, but I really like Winter of '95. Soooo... I got Nothing Gold Can Stay... Good Stuff.. Good Stuff..
Listening to it right now..
I want Unwritten Law now. I was watching their concert on MTV 2 lastnight. Yea.. I like their sound.
I don't know.
I've been in my loner stage recently. I don't want to be surrounded by ANYONE. I get like that, tho. Just want to sit in my room, listen to music, write in here, sometimes get on yahoo and chat it up. Ahhh.. that's never good. Means I'm on the way to feeling down and out..
Normally, 1 day out of the WHOLE month, I'll feel like being a loner. The rest of the month, I'm a social butterfly. But now, no. I want to be home. Ahhh.. help! *laughs* I need help. I need social-ness!!
Well, guys, I'm out.. talk to you laters.. bye..