..Today just wasn't a good day.. I had class this morning, which I knew was just going to be bad all on it's own because it began at nine in the morning.. I know for a fact that I'm going to hate this class.. The professor goes on and on and on for hours and hours on end and the class starts at nine in the morning..

What could be any worse?

.. well, I'll tell you..

I'm not very happy with my sister..

.. and I'm getting bored with my life..

Soooo.. there ya have it.

It can get worse.

My sister is really hurting my feelings by far.. I have always been able to hang out with my sister.. we've been like best friends really.. but lately, she's changed.. I guess it has a lot to do with the divorce and what not.. but I don't know.. I feel like I'm losing her.. I hate that feeling.. I love my sister more than anyone else in my life.. I wish I could hang out with her more.. but if she didn't hang out with Justin.. I hate being around him.. I know she's friends with him still.. I just don't like what he did..

... ahhh!!!! I just feel like screaming my god damn head off.. I miss her..

Then, there's lately, with my life.. I'm getting bored with what I do all the time..

I miss lisa.. I wanna hang out with her more often.. I just hate the fact that I never get to see her.. sure, we talk on the phone all the time, but I just miss hanging out with her.. she's just got this incredible head on her shoulders.. a sence of respect for people around her.. she doesn't act like a dumbass idiot when people you like are around.. and I respect that.. she respects people.. that's cool..

... ahh!! Once again, I wanna scream my fucking head off!!

I wish she could go with me to the mall tomorrow.. hang out, eat in the mall's food court.. shop in Hot Topic.. she's the most amazing person I know.. and I miss her mad crazy..

.. I was thinking about asking Elle to go with me to the mall tomorrow.. I know I'm suppost to go to the mall tomorrow w/Nikki but I have this feeling that if I don't do something about me and elle.. something's going to happen.. and it's not good.. soo.. I might have to cancel on Nikki..

Plus, I really really really wanna go shopping in Hot Topic, and I know for a fact Nikki won't go in Hot Topic.. and why not? that pisses me off..

I'm not really in a good mood today.. I really am not..

I didn't get enough sleep.. my head hurts, and I'm realizing that I'm missing out in a lot of things..

I think I'm getting off..

Bye.

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mary. 19 y/o. georgia. enjoys kissing. the rain. cold weather. sweaters. daria. monsters inc. being with friends. listening to music. the ataris. benji and joel from good charlotte. writing. the stars. holding his hand. johnny knoxville. sleeping in his arms.

RIGHT NOW
Time: 8:18 p.m.
Date: 2002-08-24
Listening: dashboard confessional
Talking to: rolland
Wearing: jeans, black sweater
Feeling: all sorts of wonderful..