I'm not nervous.. I really thought I would be, but I'm not..
I was about three weeks ago.. for what reason, I really don't know.. pre-college jitters, I suppose.. I guess that's normal, huh?
I'm actually looking forward to some kind of schedule in my life.. *I say this now, but I know when there's actually a schedule in my life, I'll be regretting this statement.. usually do! ;)*
.. plus, it'll make me not feel so much of a loser anymore.. it'll allow me to look at some of the people in my life.. and be able to stick out my tongue and say "in your face, bitch! Yea.. while you're fucking any guy you can get your hands on, I'll be attending college.. while your poping out babies, sometimes not even knowing who the father actually is, I'll be opening up my restraunt.." Yea.. it'll be a bit poetic, I do believe so.. ;)
Life will be nice..
.. plus, I think, the earliest class I have is around ninish on a Saturday morning.. with the coolest English teacher from what I've heard.. that's not too bad in my eyes.. :)
Getting up at nine in the morning once a week is a lot better then getting up five times a week at six o'clock in the morning to get ready for life at Camden County High.. I think nine being the earliest is a lot better in my eyes, I do believe! :)
.. the rest of my classes are either around onish or fivish.. wow.. I'm really going to love being in college.. ahhh.. this is definitely what I'm talking about.. if I could have picked the times to go to class in high school *even elementary and middle* I would've been one happy school-goer..
.. yes, I would've! :)
Sooo.. lastnight, I was a bit on the stressed-out side.. I can't even imagine why.. so, I, Mary, took out my jimmy eat world/get up kids and I put in some calming Dean Martin/Frank Sinatra...
Yes, even I need some down time from my every day music..
.. and it seems that Dean Martin and Frank Sinatra calms me immensely.. must be the way the words just flow from their mouths.. like water-falls, really..
Listening to them really did calm the Mary, I will tell you that.. As I listented to good ol' Frankie and Mr. Martin, I shopped for some clothes.. Hot Topic and Alloy..
Jewelry really is my downfall... and hand bags!!! Ahhh.. I could seriously put a person in debt!! *laughs*
I was just in a lala land while browsing through the pages of H.T. and Alloy... oh my, the purses.. and the jewelry.. cutsy stuff, I tell you what.. definitely..
I was one calmed cooled-down Mary..
Because of that one night of net-browsing for handbags and jewelry and listening to my deanie and frankie.. I must say, I'm doing pretty damn good today..
I'm proud.. sooo very proud..
soo calm and cool.. very collected..
Well, I really have nothing else to say today.. I gotta do the laundry right now.. so, I will chit-chat later.. buuuhhhh-bye!! :)