.. why in god's name do they have to be like that?
I could hurt him for what he's doing to my sister.. and to what he's doing to her children.. and my family.. and everyone around us..
.. I know he's saying shit to them.. I fucking know it.. or someone is saying something to them..
They are visiting us today.. my sister wanted them to spend some time with us since Larry's been keeping them lately.. and I know they've been effected already..
My nephew doesn't even want to be here.. and it took me forever just to get him to sit on my lap and get hugs from him.. he wanted to go be with his father so he could play the x-box.. ahh.. this is not good at all.. I know he's saying shit.. or someone is to make them unhappy..
and Tori.. my little girl.. I was the first to hold her nine years ago after she was born.. and she won't even fucking hug me.. God, I get tears in my eyes just thinking of that..
God, I could hurt him..
Libby is okie with it.. she doesn't seem to be bothered by it that much.. she's just a baby.. a little girl... but Will and Tori..
.. I could hurt him for the things he's doing..
I need to go.. mom needs help... bye..