I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile
I read bad poetry
into your machine
I save your messages
just to hear your voice.
you always listen carefully
to awkwards rhymes.
you always say your name.
like I woulden't know it's you,
at your most beautiful.
I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile
at my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes secretly.
with every one, whisper I love you.
I let you sleep.
I know you're closed eye watching me,
listening.
I thought I saw a smile.
I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile
Now, that is a beautiful song. So, I found a buncha CDs. I even found Aja's Save Farris CD. I wonder if she even knows about this diary. Well, the next time she comes over the house, I'll give it back. Until then, I hope you don't mind if I listen to it! *smiles* It has this song on it called Your Friend. Yeaaaa... a few few few months ago that would've been a perfect song for a few certain someones. Let me see if I can find the lyrics..
"....When it really doesn't matter what I say 'cause you're never gonna listen to me anyway, I don't want to be your friend anymore... it seems you've fallen once again, like you've done a thousand times before, ....now you need a certain friend.... someone you can count on.... but I don't want to be the one who's always gonna have make it up to you....and I don't want to be responsible for all the stupid things you say and things do... and what you did, seems you messed up once again, and so I don't care anymore..."
Yeaaaaaa... that's what I thought, like a while ago. And to be honest, there are times, when I still have that feeling deep down in my heart where I don't know if I can trust any of them, you know? Because what happened still hurts like hell! But, that's in the past, and I'm looking to the future.
What's that saying? Can't live in the past, but live for the future? Yea, something like that..
I don't know, but I've always wanted to be someone who's famous for a saying, you know? Like the dude/dudette who said that.
Huh. Who knows! It could happen! *laughs*
Well, I gotta go! Gotta get to cooking! :) Dinner party drawing toooo near in my eyes!!!
Dream Date Numero Dos: Brandon Boyd, still! **Of course, guys** This time, we'll go to five points. I think he'd like that. After shopping around in the vintage shops/punk clothing stores, we'll lounge around in the coffee shop. I think that's a cute place. We'll cuddle up, and talk about the future. It'll be a slack day. When night falls, we'll walk around and eat ice cream.
Sooo.. yea, I'm pathetic!! *hangs head in shame*