I want to make him the happiest guy in the world.. I want to give him the stars.. the world, really.. just to make him smile everytime he's in my presence..
.. I want everyone to know that he's oh so happy.. *sigh* I just can't stand the fact he's so unhappy right now.. and that I can't do anything to make that change.. I want to be the reason why he wakes up in the morning.. and smiles..
ahhh.. I'm going nuts..
Lisa, I need you right now.. I really do! I just need your comfort.. I really wish that I had your sisters number or something so I could call you..
.. but, I don't..
and right now, I'm just going completely nutso!
.. maybe I just won't ever go back to that store, so that I won't see him..
hhhmmm.. maybe that will work..
but, I want to see him..
I think I need to go.. just stop thinking about it..
Goodnight..