My friend, Pami,
tells me that the college she is going to doesn't even HAVE an orientation..
.. ok, I want to go to that college.. I really do.. This was just so god damn stressful.. I think I might transfer to that college this spring..
Yea, well, they fucked up Nikki.. that really sucks.. I hope they work something out because I was looking forward to perhaps having some kinda class with her.. maybe even one..
... College is stressing me out already, and you know what? I haven't even started.. God damn..
Well.. Tony never called me...
... are we suprised, people???
together now: NO!!!!!!!!!
God damn asshole..
I really hate him.. I really do.. I was telling a friend the other day that he holds a special place in my heart.. blah blah blah.. yada yada yada.. well, after what he's been pulling lately, that's bull shit.. it's time that I just cut that thread.. just let it go..
.. he hurts me.. and you know what? You shouldn't hold somebody that hurts you in your heart.. it just shouldn't be done..
Ohhh well.. there's still someone out there.. a certain someone.. a new "HIM"..
.. ahh.. I get butterflies when I think about "HIM".. Lisa, you know who I'm talking about.. butterflies...
.. it's funny.. because, sometimes, you don't want to have that fluttering feeling inside.. but when it comes to these moments in life.. those butterflies are the best feeling in the world..
oh my oh my oh my... he really does make me smile.. just thinking about those nerd glasses.. I love those glasses..
.. so, I think I'm off.. talking to the most amazing lisa ever.. ;) night..