We had planned to do something this WHOLE week.. we talked about this on Sunday...
... we're both busy bee's, I'll tell you what..
I'm hoping tonight that we'll be able to do something together.. even if it's just chilling out here.. catching up.. saying goodbye..
.. I am just so glad that Pedro and I got back to being friends.. I really did miss him like mad crazy.. he was probably one of the sweetest guys I knew back about three years ago.. I just hope that we are able to keep in touch while he's away at college.. I know we're both going to be busy college students now, so..
Speaking of that, tho, I must say something.. with college just around the corner.. life will be a little more hectic.. I know for sure I won't be able to just simply hang out like I did before.. even like I did back in high school.. life is going to be college and studying.. it's going to be pretty busy.. I need to look at my life a little differently then I did before.. Sure, I'm going to be off on Thursdays, Fridays and Sundays, and believe me, I'll enjoy those days, but I know for sure that I'll be studying on those days as well.. I HAVE to maintain that hope scholarship to go to college for the next four years or else I'll be getting me a job.. and, to maintain that hope scholarship, I have to get all B's.. Soo.. socializing will be a little lower on my priority list, unfortunatly *considering I'm a social butterfly to the core* Yes, I will be having fun.. come one, guys! That's what college is about, right? :)
.. also, guys, I might not be writing nearly as much as I use to be.. Sure, I'll update.. you know, to keep you up to date with my life.. my loves.. my grades.. you know, just everything.. but, it won't be nearly as much as it use to be.. I have new focuses now..
Will you guys miss me?
I thought so! :)
Soo.. I have a few more days to let lose.. have fun! :) Enjoy the freedom of summer, and I'm pretty sure I'll be taking advantage of it! ;) You bet your bippy I will!
.. Well, guys, enough of college crap..
My bro-in-law is being an asshole to core.. actually, soon, I probably won't even call him that.. ex bro-in-law is more like it.. he's trying to go for custody of the kids.. he's making the kids think that their mother is a horrible woman..
.. I hate him.. I really do.. I felt bad for him for a while there.. now, I fucking hate him..
.. oohhh, and my dad!! Oh, he wants to beat the shit out of Larry.. just wants to beat the shit out of him.. all I have to say about my dad is that you don't mess w/his little girls.. no way jose! And, Larry.. yea, he's messing with one of daddy's little girls.. just not good.. not good at all..
The problem w/all of this is that Larry has NOW decided 9 years later that he wants to be super dad with the kids.. take 'em places.. like camping, out to the movies, etc.. and it's just not occassionally.. it's EVERYDAY.. my sister can't do this.. It breaks my heart to think about this.. I feel like I should just fork over any cash I have to my sister so that she can be the super mom so that she doesn't think that her kids hate her..
.. ahh.. I hate Larry for this..
Well, enough about this.. really is pissing me off..
Michelle, my half sister, is coming tomorrow night.. I'm extremely excited.. It's really going to be quite the interesting situation..
... ooh, that's another thing that pisses me off.. Larry has decided to take the kids camping the weekend that Michelle is coming.. god, what a dumb fuck..
Whatever...
It'll be nice, tho.. I can't wait to meet her.. I need to clean my room, tho.. It's not messy at all, but needs a bit of a cleaning..
I'm thinking that while Michelle is here this weekend, Elle should just stay here since the kids will be gone with Larry.. that would be mad fun.. that's just my idea.. plus, Elle wouldn't feel so lonely..
.. hey, I'd even give up my bed and sleep on the couch.. listen to Jimmy Eat World, The Ataris, Dashboard Confessional, The Get Up Kids, The Strokes, Etc on this channel that we have on this satelite thing we have now.. I'm loving that channel.. ;)
Good stuff, good stuff..
... well, guys.. I think I need to go.. Pedro should be calling soon..
Soo, night for now.. Bye!