
"....all that I wanted from you... was something you would never do...."
I mean, I was sitting here, reading someone's beautiful diary, chatting up a storm with a friend of mine on yahoo, and then, the song came on... I didn't think any thing of it, really. I was just like "ahh.. I likie.." But suddenly, like that sick feeling you get when your stomach gets in knots and butterflies start fluttering around like crazy inside, the emotion just popped. Oooh.. I tried to ward that emotion off. It didn't happen tho.
It came toooooo quickly.
But, the emotion came with a memory. And a good one at that! ;)
It's always amazing how a certain time of the year brings you back to the moments you shared with people. Different People.
..I'll always remember my summer nights with certain someones...
.. and winter will never be the same without those special someones...
Summer nights with the crazy crew last year... playing in the rain... 4 am trips to the beach... our disney trip... movie nights @ Marie's house... sleep overs at my house... Leader of the Pack practices... hanging out at Tony's house while his parents were gone... late night walk and talks.... grave yard hauntings that we never actually did... staying out to the weeee hours of the night... movie's nights at the theatre... actual performances of Leader... Fourth of July... mall trips...
Winter Nights Ions Ago... Christmas party at my house.... garage cleaning for the new years party... perfect idiot practices... perfect idiot performances....New Years Eve Party in the Garage... hanging out in the garage...wheel chair races in my grams wheel chair.... becca's bday party freezing our asses offf....the many many nights at my house or Megs house... hanging out with my amigo Chris... the 'double dates' with Phill, Megs, Chris, and myself... or, the double dates with Phill, myself, Kristy, and Jim.... Parties at Kristy's house... freezing our asses off, but ending up in Jaime's pool, or even Krisy's pool.... movie nights at Krisy's, but always ruining the movie for ME!... roller skating at the middle school hangout place with Kristy Tucker and Chris... going to Amelia Island with Chris and Kristy Tucker but ending up in Daytona....
I miss those days...
But, at the same time, I don't... because, right now, I'm making some amazing memories with Lisa... :)
I see Lisa and I making memories with ever single season.... from now until forever...
Sure, they were great friends, for the moment... for that season.. but they weren't what you call life long friends...
And, here I have gone off on one of my crazy tangents again! ;) Bye guys..