I've been listening to Frank Sinatra's "The Way You Look Tonight" for most of the night I've been home.
And, I watched The Wedding Story this morning while I waited for my sister this morning to come pick me up this morning.
By the ways, guys, I got my hair cut.
It's now above my shoulders. My hair that once was almost below my waist is now above my shoulders. It's absolutely beautiful, tho, guys! I'm loving the bouncy action of it. It's so full.. very beautiful.
Soo... back to the reason of my entry.
I want to get married. And not for some of why girls want to get married: the wedding. I just want to feel like I'm actually wanted by someone.
Ok, yes, I'm wanted. I know that. By my family. My friends. And yes, I know I'm loved. But, I want to feel loved, and I'm talking that certain love... By that one special someone. That one guy that looks at me with his eyes and sees only me. Holds out his hand for me, and halfs smile, you know? and I know that when I take his hand, I feel completely safe. And, I want him to adore me for who I am. Not expect me to anything or anyone else. I just want to be loved by that one guy that has been placed on earth for that reason, you know?
I want him to think I'm gorgeous when I'm in my pj's or when I'm dressed in a spectacular dress.
I don't want to get married because of some huge wedding so that I can be queen for the day.. I want to get married so that I KNOW that I'll know I'll be spending the rest of my life with that oh so special man..
Ahh.. maybe I'm wishing my life away...
I'm always doing that, who's kidding who! I'm 19 years old, and I'm wanting to get married...
Blahh..
I saw MIB II...
It was amazingly funny! I laughed my ass off.. a must see guys..
So, do you think the man of my dreams is wishing on the same stars I'm wish on? hoping to be kissed under some fireworks too? thinking that one day he'll bump into that perfect special someone as he's starring at Starry Nights in one of the museums in Boston?
Ahh.. who knows... I surely hope so...