He was probably sitting on yahoo messenger, and he didn't even msg me. I'm coming to the conclusion that I'm missing him less and less.
Sorry Tony.
I'm probably one of the few true friends he had here and in Florida. I just hope he doesn't come crawling back one day because I won't be here.
It's sad when that happens.
You put forth so much trust, and then you get screwed. I really thought, tho, that he was different. He seemed different. They always do, but, really, they aren't. They are all the same. I just hoped he wasn't, I guess.
I have that problem. Trust is something that I hand out like candy. I meet someone, and I instantly hand them trust. I shouldn't do that, but I do.
The only person, tho, that I'm glad that I did that with was Lisa. She's amazing. I can't stress this enough! She's sooooo fucking positive as a friend, and you need that in the world. So far, I haven't found any reason to distrust her. We both were brought up pretty much the same with a lot of the same morals and beliefs. So..
She's slowly taking that position as best friend in my book! :)
Ahhhh!!! I don't know what to do! I think I've been thinking about Tony more and more lately because this it the time that I started falling in love with the tall, skinny punk! He really was someone that I didn't think I would fall for. Ask Lisa, for a while there, black turtle-neck sweaters and baggie jeans on guys were A+ in my book. But, he was the reason why I fell in love with punks and emo guys! *laughs* And Lisa's influences didn't help either! There's just something about that whole skinny punk/emo look! I'm addicted **Jason Bonner is a hottie too!!!**
These summer are nights are the reason for my memories of him...
*sigh*