.. have I told you that lately I hate to wait??? ;)
ritorna-me wrote @ 5:51 p.m. on 2002-09-06

.. if there is one thing in the world I hate to do is wait. Yes, I really do. Esp when a person doesn't call to tell you why you are waiting. That's probably the worst.

Tomorrow's the big day for Marie and Stan.

.. come on guys!!! Awwwww with me now!!! Isn't it just the sweetest thing in the world!!!?????!!!!

In all actuality, it's probably just wrong.

.. he called her a slut and whore behind her back as well as to her face a million times. If I have a dime for the times he told me that she was a slut/whore, I could build myself a million dollar home. I'd be a rich bitch.

.. she told me ON September 11 last year when he was out to sea *he's a sailor in the navy* that she hoped he died. that she hoped that he got killed some how. That she hoped that everyone else on the boat would survive in some miraculous way, but he died some horrible death. Yea.. sweet, huh?

Now, tell me, is that a basis for a marriage?

.. well, if it is, I don't think I ever want to get married.

I still worry about her. I do. I just don't think she loves him. I know he loves her. He's been obsessed with her since the first day he met her. She belives that he was the only one there for her while her mother went cookoo for cocoa puffs. I mean, It's not like I TRIED to be there for her. I did call a few times. I talked to Stan at Walmart about it.

.. but whatever. Let her marry him.

I give up on that friendship.

.. and that is why I don't believe in best friends, really.

Yes, I'm jaded already when it comes to best friends. At the ripe age of 19 years old, I'm jaded about friendships. It's a scary thing really.

Well, I hope all works out for them, really. I do, in an odd and screwed up way.

.. have I mentioned to you lately that I hate waiting???

ooh! I have! Good.. I'm glad. Because I'm going to say it again! I hate waiting!

.. ahh! I talked to Britt today! I haven't talked to her in ages. I miss that girl like mad crazy! She's my dawgggg.. my shining star..

And I'm amazed, but Jeremy asked her out, and she said no! Good girl. As much as I love the boy.. and he's a sweetie.. *shakes head no* He's just not the one for her.

Well.. I think I shall go wait in the living room..

.. byyyeee!

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mary. 19 y/o. georgia. enjoys kissing. the rain. cold weather. sweaters. daria. monsters inc. being with friends. listening to music. the ataris. benji and joel from good charlotte. writing. the stars. holding his hand. johnny knoxville. sleeping in his arms.

RIGHT NOW
Time: 5:51 p.m.
Date: 2002-09-06
Listening: dashboard confessional
Talking to: rolland
Wearing: jeans, black sweater
Feeling: all sorts of wonderful..